may bago akong natutunan ngayon. the truth WILL NOT set you free. it will fuck you up and shove all the shit up your ass. sa pelikula lang nangyayari na kapag sinabi mo lahat ng tungkol sa pagkatao mo, kasama na lahat ng negatibong aspeto nito, eh matatanggap ka pa rin ng iba. most probably mato-tolerate ka ng iba, pero hindi na matatanggal sa kanila ang pagdududa, at bawat gagwin mo ay dadaan sa microscope para tignan kung totoo ang sinasabi mo o tama ba ang ginagawa mo. suspicion is a muthafucker.
so may bago na akong motto: as much as possible, keep all your past shit in a box and lock it up.better yet, dont open it up at all, as in never. you can save yourself from much trouble if you would just keep your mouth shut and just keep all the shit buried in the past. most probably naman eh walang ibang nakakaalam ng mga sikreto mo, right?
sabi nila, the truth will set you free. well guess what? i do not feel liberated right now. i feel like shit. i feel stupid letting out all those things about myself from the past. yes, i have a lot of skeletons in my closet. dammit, i have a whole cemetary in my closet. and i have dont a lot of stupid shit in the past. i am not proud of the many things i have done before. and i know this may sound a cliche but yes, i have been trying hard to change. at least little by little. its so hard to change from the person you have been all your life. but i want to change. i am tired and i just want to go on and live without all the complications i have made in the past.. WTF?!!! ano na ba sinasabi ko dito? leche… seryoso na naman ako… tama na nga yan.
hay.. have been itching to watch the movie harry potter. have read a lot of positive reviews from that movie and i want to see it for myself. alam ko maraming umaangal dyan na hindi raw maganda ang harry potter 4 kse dami raw tinanggal and all that shit.. well para po sa inyo na andaming angal, isipin nyo nga po kung papaano nyo isisiksik ang isang 700-plus page na book sa 2-and-a-half hour na movie? if makakapgbigay kayo ng ideya kung papaano nyo magagawa yun, saludo ako sa inyo. the thing that most movie goers forget is that a BOOK is very much different from a MOVIE SCREENPLAY. sa isang pelikula, limited ka sa mga gagawin mo. so if you would make a movie out from a book, you would try to get the critical points of the story, and not jam-pack the whole book in the movie. it would not be economically feasible. ang importante sa isang movie ay ang storytelling. kung papaano mo mako-convey yung istorya sa mga nanunuod.
the thing is, i liked the third harry potter movie. it was dark, it was stylistic and the storytelling style of alfonso cuaron was just perfect. sabi nila, mas darker daw itong fourth movie. at mas mature ang dating. hmm.. can wait to watch it.
teka, log off na nga ako at makapunta na ng SM, nood na lang ako ng HP4 para i could kill two birds in one stone. i could take off this depressing mood i am right now and finally watch the movie event of this quarter. hehehe..
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