pinoy big blogger

hay… im so fucked up right now. i went home a bit late tonight, and i
still have to finish a take home exam for one of my masteral classes
which is due tomorrow morning. and as i was doing the exams, i have
realized that i should have written the answers at a quiz booklet that
is only available at the school bookstore. i knew i should have read
the instructions carefully when i downloaded the questions yesterday..
hay..

i hate it when this kind of things happen to me.

so
now what? my effort goes to waste. the professor is a bit strict in
attendance and he wants the exam to be submitted EXACTLY 8am tomorrow.
hay.. i wont have enough time to make it at
school early in the morning and transfer all my answers to that freakin booklet. i hate this.

i’d
probably not attend my class tomorrow.. what’s the point anyways. i
just hope that in the end, i could still pull some luck and pass this
freaking subject. hay.. it feels like what i used to do back in
college.. hehe.

*sigh*

and plus the fact the i feel like
i am taking too many absences and being tardy too often at work these
past weeks. (or should i say months?) mostly a side effect of the
boredom and uneasyness i got from not doing ANYTHING at the office for
the past 3 months because i am not assigned to any projects at the
moment. for the first month, it was ok. but now, its really getting
into my nerves and its making me feel really dull and useless. crap.

i
just wish my life would turn back the way it is 5 months ago.
everything feels forced and out of place for me right now. my handle on
life broke.